Pain. Or Ache.

I suddenly have a certain aching in my stomach. and my heart. And i do not think it is due to heart burn. Maybe its just a certain sadness, yet knowing the tough road ahead, and while I trust God, it seems to still hurt. And its the first time i'm feeling this. And (in case u were wondering) its not due to relationship problems. 

Maybe God would speak to me in my sleep.

Cycling with the Wind

Went Cycling with Jerome, Yvonne, Jacq, Denis and Amos today. Was uber fun!

A few things I achieved! =D
1) Half taught Jerome to cycle. The other half was done by Amos!
2) Denis and I managed to cycle without using hands! Super Happy! (God must have sent His angels to hold the bike. The angels must have been thinking " What are these silly little girls doing??") I'm still happy! (:
3) Cycled a Tandem Bike for the second time in my life! (Quite a funny incident)
4) Felt really happy overall because I got to spend it with the peeps from crusade!

Later on, went down to Marina Square for dinner and bumped into Miss Yeong. "LOVE THE VOICE TING!"
Yeah. Miss Yeong has a really nice sexy voice at the moment.

Yeah well. This I guess is one of my unthought about blog posts. Ahahahaha!  I just usually find it so hard to find something to blog about. And funny, since there is just so many things happening around me every day.

Love.

Fly Bys

It was as if just yesterday i entered my first year in Temasek Polytechnic. As if it was only a day since I left Orchid Park. It was as if only yesterday since I went to Taipei. Or when i went to Penang. Or Macau. And it was just yesterday I saw my polytechnic course posting on that SMS that early morning.
And its only 6 days, till i'll enter into my Final year. How time flies!

Seconds, Minutes, Hours, Days, Weeks, Months, Years...
Soon before I now it, i'll be on my internship. Soon after, on a flight to Sydney to get my degree. Then who knows? But everyday, its as if time moves faster, every second, every minute, Every Year. Soon i'll be 20, then 21, then 22. Then i'll look back and say exactly the same thing " How time Flies!"

And then, I can almost bet i'd be looking back with a smile because for every difficulty, i've come out stronger. For every tear, I've stood up straighter. Every happy time has been embedded as a timeless memory. Every Dream will be in a list of things to do that i can pick up anytime in my life. And every smile will have added another wrinkle to the face that currently has none.
And at the age of 60, maybe i'll look back and smile... because all i can say, so simply is: "God is good." And He is. Truly.

Time Check

'Breaking Monotony' Penang, outside a wet market. (taken with Canon Powershot S515)

It's 3.50 in the morning.

I have just reached home from accompanying my mom to pick my dad up.

I have just finished my last card design for the night.

I am now extremely tired.

I am supposed to be at school later at 10am.

P.S. Pray for me.

the masquerade

found myself back at OPSS' 11th year concert. Theme: The Masquerade. Awesome Costumes and I just love the masks. Not to mention, met Grey for the first time in a long long time. Happy with my mask!

Faith, Hope, Love

As usual, my previous blog didn't last very long. Mostly due to me not being able to find a topic to talk about. But enough of that. I recently came back from Macau (a few weeks back), but my heart is still with the people there. And for some unknown reason, my heart yearns to go out and do something more.

As you may or may not know, James 2: 17 says "So you see, faith by itself isn't enough. Unless it produces good deeds, it is dead and useless." Thats one part. The one part that is drawing me out. I do not know what will come tomorrow. Nor will I know what will be in my future. But my life as I know it, i know i have surrendered wholly into the hand of God. Am I to be a full-time missionary? I sure hope so.

Will I own a company one day? Maybe.

Will I run my own food and travel documentary? Sounds fun!

Will I ever have my dream of a band and an album come true? I'd love it.

But... who will know? Every step I take, is like a young child looking at the road ahead and saying "its one long road. But I know the path daddy takes has gotta be right, so i'd better keep my eye on daddy and hold on tight. Cuz I don't know where to go."

And I submit myself to that. I guess I just have the joy in knowing that everything thats gonna happen will happen. And no matter what happens, i just need to look at "BIG DADDY", because i know that when I cry, He will hold me close. When I can't find my way, He will hold my hand. And if its too tough, He will carry me. And leave those footprints in the sand; as proof.